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The Transformation
Well, it’s nice to see how sayang slowly transforms from being a wonderful husband to become a future lovely daddy. Previously we used to address ourselves by other names but now we slowly shifted to daddy and mummy. We just can’t wait for the arrival of our little bundle of joy. He’s gonna be the symbol of our sacred love and sincerity.

What I fear the most
Hearts cannot lie. I’m so freak out right now. My time is just around the corner. Mix feelings prevailed. I keep thinking whether I’m strong enough to endure the pain. Malas aaa nak pikir..I need to embrace myself for this new experience.

Besides the labour pain, my greatest fear is whether I’m prepared enough to be a good mother just like my very own mom. Like my mom used to say, to bring up a child and to nurture the child with positive values which are none the less important. It’s actually a long way trip one could never afford to get lost. We don’t want our inheritance to be somewhat useless in the society when we’re gone. Furthermore, the world now days is cruel enough for people who is less sensitive and competitive. Even I find myself struggling hard enough just to survive for a better live.

What my gynae sed?
Why afraid of non continuous pain ? My doc said, the pain will immediately subside once you get to see the face of your little one. I just can’t wait for the moment to come. I want to experience the magical moment as first time mummy. How would I react…should I cry? Smile? ke masa tuh mcm blurr sbb dah kena jab???

Tawakal
People, I’m so gonna surrender myself to what God has written for me. No matter what happen, I’m so grateful that I’m blessed with such a wonderful family and a great man as my husband, I love them so much and they’re all I have in mylife. They’re my strength and my reason to live in this world. May Allah give me His blessings all the way through. Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.