Jadik I tell yewwwww :-D

Before tgk cupcakes and muffin yg mummy buat..tgk Emmil dulu aaaa.....penat pose pakai bunga nih

POsing side ways lak hehehe....

Emmil nak enterframe gok aaa...Well, u'll always be my little cuppa cake darling ;-D

My colorful cupcakes tapi design ntah apa2...

Blue berry muffin...


First attempt baking muffin and cupcakes jadik !!! Tgkla..tgkla...although adala flaws here and there but who cares..at least I've tried .. !

Agak2 menjadi tak?

I'm sooooo gonna test my skill in baking. I did baked cakes before but of course with the help from my mom. Never done that on my own EXCEPT if i used all this adunan cake instant aaaa...tapi sedap jugakla benda2 instant nih...So, my plan for this weekend issssssssss........making cup cakes !!!! I already found the recipe for the cake and also the toppings. What I need to do now is to shop for all the ingredients *I like this part so much!....Bibik akan dtg rumah mengemas rumah, my little Emmil will be taken care by his nenek...Nud will only arrive at 10.30pm on saturday nite...wohooo..folks...I have the whole saturday morning till nite for myself...yeeehaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! No pic for this entry as I will only upload it IF and only IF my cupcake itu menjadi dgn sifat2 yang sgt comeyyyy...dan terliur untuk dimakan...:-D
Reason for doing this is to mempersiapkan diri setelah menjadi mak budak..teringin laaa later hantar cup cakes kat skolah Emmil..cehh..bila tanya sapa buat..Emmil jawab my mommy !...alangkah bestnyaaaa....*berangan di pagi Jumaat

The Moment

Two 'bestest' friends of mine got hitched last 2 weeks. One got engaged and the other one got married to the love of their lives. Both of them were super gorgeous, clad in lavish purple and turqoise outfits. I was overjoyed to see them grinning the whole time during their Big Day. Not forgetting to their other halves. You guys look undeniably handsome :-D This entering-new-phase-in life is actually so much fun. Been there and done that..To Zinnia & Paktam and Hunny & Arbok..Congratulations from us......Have a wonderful years ahead !!!!!

Should i ?

I'm in dilemma peeps..although this is far cry from life and death but still...i cant make up my mind..It is about Emmil strollers..i got 3 of them currently which neither of them cost a penny to me but still I cant help myself from planning to get another stroller for Emmil. This time, i'll have the chance to choose the design..the color and all according to my desire BUT this particular stroller that i'm eyeing on will dig a big hole in my pocket..adoilaaa parah betull...let me see my expenditure forcast for the next couple of months.

Need to book hotel for my Bandung trip - March RM400

Babah's Birthday - March RM300 ( beli kan shirt oklah kot kan )

Kakak's Birthday - March RM200 ( bagi cash )

Intel's team building - April RM100 ( buat beli sayur C.Highland)

Adik's Birthday - April RM200 ( bagi cash )

Hubby's Birthday - April RM400 ( Igt nak belikan kasut )

Damai Laut trip - April RM300 ( consider bday present for nud )

Parent's Anniversary - May RM300 ( belanja dinner )

Bandung Trip - June RM1.5k (blanja beli bj sendiri+baby)

Road tax & Insurance - July RM3.3k (ini yg paling parah)

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RM7k

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SEE! in 4 months to come i'll be spending that much money for something that is outside from my monthly expenditure..bagaimanakah itu..? looks like there's no space for my pocket to include this "mahal-punya-stroller" cian Emmil.. :-( On the other hand..adakah ada peluang aku untuk membodek para atuk bagi mendapatkan stroller yang turut menjadi idaman ira ini????

Back To Work

*yawn..after 77 days and I'm back in the office feeling totally lost..apa benda diorang buat nih..i know this re-entry will take time..lupa abih all the applications and their functions..rasa mcm baru masuk keja plak..terkulat-kulat sorang2 duk main2 dgn system..i miss my long leave..

lepak gila + gaji masuk = sgt hepi..

That's how the equation goes. Sapa nak rasa mcm tuh haaaaaaaaa cepat2 la membiak hehehehe..*yawn again..

p/s:I'm hunting for a new job..sumwhere in kl plsssss.....

xoxoxoxo..Emmil dah 2 bulan !!!

These are my latest piccas..dah baik demam dah nie...ready nak pegi jalan2 dah hehehe...enjoy !!!

Saya demam... :-(

Emmil demam for the last 2 days. However his ped said it wasn't that bad. Just a slight fever.Kata org2 tua kalo demam means dia nak pandai buat something. Hopefully it is true.Wonder apa la dia nak pandai buat. Mommy dia rasa dia nak boleh meniarap kot :-D Do pray for Emmil's speedy recovery kay !!!!

New comic book in Town!!!

Ira made these after she, dedicool and lil' Mia visited me ..it was soooooooo cool okay... :-D haaa..wajah ibu2 yg bocor perut kena potong and wajah2 babies yg keluar dengan belanja yg cukup mahal... kekekeke..selamat company cover kan ira !!!

My Birthday

Since it was my birthday last 2 days, mommy dgn baik hatinya kasi can keluar la..alang2 dah dpt green light, we paid a visit to Queensbay mall hehehe...best giler kay bau supermarket...lama woooo terkurung kat umah pantang nyer pasal...dahla ada ira..dedicool and mia..our first outing together as parents gitewww..luckily emmil behaved like a gud boy..titon je keja dia..kalo camnie, next time mommy can take you again la emmil..but then my self esteem decreased a bit laa apabila bersemuka dgn org ramai..al-maklumla..perut mak kan buncit...ntah bila aaa nak mengempis..

MNG had their clearance sale and mommy sgt suka tis particular pants..malang skali tak berani beli memandangkan tak tau waist size yg sebenarnya nanti..terpaksala memendam rasa buat sementara waktu...and also..at noon just now, mommy gi tailor..to be on the safe side..mommy suruh tailor buat guna getah kat kain baju kurung hehehe...hopefully i'll loose some weight in 2 weeks time...cukur jambul Emmil time tuh!!!!

haaa..lagi satu..adalah sedikit saiko when some of my relatives called Emmil Emmilio...igt Emelio Estevez ke..????

Sesekali ku rasa....

iskk...semenjak menjadik mak budak nih...tetiba terasa mcm.."kan best kalo jadik doktor kanak2" ..yelah..kita bg kanak2 baik dari sakit..dtg jumpa kita moyok jek but after makan ubat kita bagi..dah sihat..senyum semua...how lovely...i know it is impossible to achieve such desire looking at current circumstances.."too little too late"...mcm si Jojo nyanyi aaa...but deep at heart rasa mcm regret for not having a particular job yg boleh mendatangkan pahala u know..besides menjadi cikgu la kan..sia2 anak org kena tibai nanti....

last time i did have the opportunity to pursue medical field but then i have to be in UKM. Being such a naive punya budak that time..such opportunity was indeed not taken into consideration at all..padahal susah payah parents mencarik cable sebesar alam so that i can be a medical student..mcm time tuh pikir "tak kosa aku nak tgk darah2 nie semua"...kang ada yg tersaiko masa blaja..

now kalo pk blk..iskk kan best kalo ikut ckp parents harituh..blaja penat sket but pahala byk..but then on second thought..if i did continue my study in UKM..jumpa ke si nud tersayang kekekeke...jangan marah aaa peeps *pis to all....

2 weeks being a mom

Well, it is quite a tough job but lucky me to have sayang around. He felt akward at first but slowly sayang menjadi begitu cekap. tukar lampin..kasi bb mandi laaa..basuhkan berak hehehe..tima kacih aaa sayang!! and now that sayang already in kl, my mom took the turn menjaga cucu since i'm not 100% recovered. adala rasa mcm gigit2 semut kat area caesar tuh. Hopefully in few days to come evrything will turn alright.

2 weeks as a mom..i've identified some of my son's characteristics which some of them found it funny :-D

1) Penggeli Nauzubillah..kalo berak or overflow mmg nangis aaa..delay sket takleh..tak kasi can..nangis mcm kena pukul..panick mak..yer ah..kang org igt kena dera plak

2) Minum susu dgn kadar yg begitu kerap.mmg anak laki minum banyak ke??? ini sume dia belasah..formula milk..susu badan..air suam..tadek aa timing minum every 2 hours..rasa mcm every 1/2 hour jek..penat ah..but then ok gak..leh kurus cepat sket kot hehehee

3) akan menjelirkan lidahnya tatkala tok sp mengajak blk sp..iskk..noti nih..mak tak ajar kay..dia sendiri buat...my mom baru jek realized smalam.. :-D

4) Suka mandi..senyum2 gitu..nanti mummy bawak gi swimming kay

5) Tido meniarap kalo suka angkat kepala tinggi..perasan kuat ah tuh..owh..he started to lift up his head on the 4th day after he was borned..cepatkan..

6) Suka pancut bila nenek dia tukar pampers..haaaa..pecah record tak penah kena lagik nih..daddy dia dah kena byk kali dah...

itu je lah kot so far...

Emmil Eusoff Nuzaihan

My Life is Complete....!!!

I dunno how to describe it..it was all worth it..the sufferings..the pain..it is too beautiful to be described with words.... :-D

Name :Emmil Eusoff Nuzaihan B. Mohd Izwan Nuzaihan
Weight : 3.5kg
Lenght : 53cm
Date of Birth : 26 December 2006
Arrival time : 7.45pm

BLom..Not yet....

As mentioned above, yes..my baby tak keluar lagi !!!! isk..isk...9 days left... berat okay !!!! My sayang is currently soooo excited waiting for his Jr to pop out..pantang ckp sakit perut je terus muka excited dia keluar...padahal sakit perut nak terberon kekekeke....

BBcot has arrived..!!!!

I always wanted a white bbcot for my bb..Thanks to my aunty and uncle or soon to be TokCiks for making my dream comes true..yeayyyy!!!!! I guess everything is ready now, just counting days for our bb to arrive ;-)

Doakan saya jadik pompuan kuat boleh???

The Transformation
Well, it’s nice to see how sayang slowly transforms from being a wonderful husband to become a future lovely daddy. Previously we used to address ourselves by other names but now we slowly shifted to daddy and mummy. We just can’t wait for the arrival of our little bundle of joy. He’s gonna be the symbol of our sacred love and sincerity.

What I fear the most
Hearts cannot lie. I’m so freak out right now. My time is just around the corner. Mix feelings prevailed. I keep thinking whether I’m strong enough to endure the pain. Malas aaa nak pikir..I need to embrace myself for this new experience.

Besides the labour pain, my greatest fear is whether I’m prepared enough to be a good mother just like my very own mom. Like my mom used to say, to bring up a child and to nurture the child with positive values which are none the less important. It’s actually a long way trip one could never afford to get lost. We don’t want our inheritance to be somewhat useless in the society when we’re gone. Furthermore, the world now days is cruel enough for people who is less sensitive and competitive. Even I find myself struggling hard enough just to survive for a better live.

What my gynae sed?
Why afraid of non continuous pain ? My doc said, the pain will immediately subside once you get to see the face of your little one. I just can’t wait for the moment to come. I want to experience the magical moment as first time mummy. How would I react…should I cry? Smile? ke masa tuh mcm blurr sbb dah kena jab???

Tawakal
People, I’m so gonna surrender myself to what God has written for me. No matter what happen, I’m so grateful that I’m blessed with such a wonderful family and a great man as my husband, I love them so much and they’re all I have in mylife. They’re my strength and my reason to live in this world. May Allah give me His blessings all the way through. Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Hari Weekend Saya

Casino Royale was superb, at least for me. Reason being, unlike Pierce Brosnan, David Craig was dirty hahahaa…not dirty in the sexual ways mind u…if u can still remember all the previous Bond movies, the agent was always in clean suit no matter what, even after a very tough fight..kena hempuk gila2 ke hapa…it was bodo ok…dah kena bom letup terbaekk pun tuxedo tak kotor and Bond still maintain handsome muka cam bagus. This time around..comot gila Bond..sememeh..i likeeeeee…and lawak dia pun mcm natural.. I finally prefer him over brosnan kot eventhough he’s blonde. Before this dah bermatian ckp Brosnan aaa Bond paling sexy…Eva Green was ok..ermmm..not that sexy and not that lame. just ok kot..but at last commit suicide plak..sia2 kehidupan.

Pregnancy wise, aaaaaaaahhhhhh sgt memenatkan nowdays. 5 weeks left to go…I just cant wait peeps! Rasa mcm bawak tembikai okay…takpun bola bowling..i can’t eat a lot or otherwise I’ll end up like rotten vegetables on my bed. I dunno how to limit my food intake. Makan sikit kang lapar..makan byk kang tak larat jalan. Sian my sayang, yesterday I ended lying on my bed. Plan nakgi kenduri pun canceled. Luckily hujan like nobody’s business. So. Ada excuse sket aaa why takleh pegi. This coming 23rd ada checkup in bm specialist. Eeeeeiii takut plak..i dun wanna know what the doctor will comment. But sure enuff, dah rasa terngiang dah kat telinga nie “ u eat a lot aaaaa….ur baby’s weight naik banyak nih. ..if the baby is too big nanti u tak larat push “ alamak…adding to that I know ted sgt suka la kalo aku beranak ikut tingkap *baik ckp siap2 seblom si dedi cool nih comment..nak tutup telinga ah masa check up nanti

My anniversary plan..sgt kesian aaa hehehe…takleh nak plan canggih2..mak tak larat gitu…rasa nya mcm nak overnite kat Jerjak and Spa Resort dohhh…nie pun tgh tunggu feedback from sayang nyer aunt whether she can get discounts or not…gila kemuttt!!!! Apa bley buat…hendaklah pandai berjimat cermat kerana soon akan mendapat bb…dahla cuti skolah..is there any available room? Kang penuh sia2..nak celebrate kat mana lg? silap2 dinner jer ah…aiseyyyy sgt boringlah kalo mcm tuh..sayang tanya what I wish to have for our 1st anniversary ..tetiba teringat..kalo ada LCD screen letak dalam keta tuh syok gakkan..nanti bleh aa bb tgk citer spongebob dalam keta..amannnn sket…itu nanti dah ada bb bleh beli aaa not now..gila bagus aku nih…hadiah anniversary tapi bleh bagi tahun depan…sgt baekkk…

Ok bek to werk…..ZZzzzZZZZ

Result's Day!!!

Sedey..sedeyyy..dgn mummy skali sedeyyy

hepi dah!!!!

Harini sgt meng'hepi' kan seluruh family Pak Mail...adik managed to get straight A's for her UPSR examination...I was there to witness the moment..nervewrecking gakla since among the siblings..she was the one yg paling lepak bila nak exam..suruh study jek jeling 2 mata tuh..banyak angin..tak kena sikit jek hempas pintu..nak jek aku backhand skali hehehe...

During my time..mmg lompat gila ah dapat tau dapat straight A's...gelak gila..raya hindu aaa orang ckp...time changed i guess..unlike my expectation, bebudak nih pakat nangis bila dapat tau dapat 5A's..deviate gila from concept kegembiraan..syahdu jadiknya...pelik aaa bebudak skarang...nak shoot gambar pun mcm tak semangat aa..sebab ter'follow' sedih..ishhh rimas aku la..dulu takder plak aku mcm ni..sensitip...tp semenjak duk carry bb nih..hormon lebey hehehe...

Anyway..out of 25 students yg dapat 5A's..5 orang jer malay students..weiii..apa dah jadik nih..???? 20% jek..parents should do somethingla..jgn depend on teachers sgt..even tadi masa amik result..baper kerat jek parents bebudak melayu dtg amik..unlike bangsa lain..ramai dtg nak kasi moral support..haiyooooo that was so frustrating aaa..from the start pun nampak parents mcm tak ambik berat bout their children nyer education....

Open House Umah Atuk

Empat Unimates,3 still single but not available

Ted cakap gambar orang tuh nak amik berkat hahahah....

W/pun sedang sarat ( next month mletop aaaa ) *tp tadek aa sgt pun hehehe* telah dibuli oleh mummy untuk drive from Penang-KL-Penang. She sed jangan manja2 sgt..belasah jek eventhough everybody was worried about me driving long distance. I think benda nih up to your body aa..if rasa takleh jangan push sgt..

I was sooo eager nak blk KL gak.Got no choice pun..nak naik flight dah tak bley...takut terberanak dlm plane tuh sia2 masuk paper. Takpe ah kena drive, lagipun i have to consider jugak aaa..mummy penat tlg prepare for the open house kan.

Satu jek tak best..my sayang was away for his Labuan trip that sunday morning. Dahla the day before he was too bz with his Jamuan hari raya kat opis. Makanya..we only managed to spend a very very short time together kan sayang :-( menci aaaaaaa......

So, today terasa gak ah sakit belakang tapi steady lagi...i dont mind aaa..janji puas..hepi :-D

smalam punya cerita

i had a meeting at 7.30am and my monthly check up with my gynae at 10am yesterday. Due to that, i decided to work from home. Emely kecik was at home too to acoompany me. The same time i felt that it was very gud to have her around. At least I can work myself learning on how to take care of this 4 years old gal. Kacang ah jaga dia since she didn't kacau much. All it takes was susu sebotol and nasi goreng telur. she seemed so hepi when i let her pecahkan telur yg nak digoreng. She mandi sendiri and wore her own clothes all by herself. then lenaaaa...wish my bb jadik mcm tuh jugak. very independent and menjadi kesayangan ramai.

brought her along for my check up..she tot she could see the baby through the ultra sound machine..but when she saw the black and white figure, she seemed frustrated. pastu duk paksa aku tunjuk bb dalam perut nih..camner nk buat tuh?? cuba xplain jap..then she forbids me from eating, dia komplen kat mak aku ckp baby dalam perut aku dah kenyang instead aku nk mkn lagi. then dia tanak tido sama dgn aku sbb dia takut perut aku koyak..iskk..words yg dia guna sungguh mengerikan...and she dislikes the fact of going to be an aunty..reason being, dia duk pakai pampers lagi..still kecik she sed..hehehe..

My baby dah 2.2kg..I've gained 2 kg to 56kg...patut ah mengah smacam and lately mcm short of breath bila naik tangga and such. My gynae sed i ate a lot which i bluntly denied. tahyul aaa doctor nih..suka benar perli hamba yg penakut nih...manader makan banyak hehehe...thinking twice..a'ah la mcm betul jek..even between meals pun duk munching lagik.

He sed my bb can easily shoot up to 3kg++ since i have 7 more weeks to go. well, it's nice to have 3kg punya bb he said but he's worried that i dont have enuff energy to push looking at my size. abih tue apa nk buek??? he advised me to control the amount of food taken daily. tp kalo mummy masak sedap2 camner? sayang blanja mkn best camner? payah nih nk control..ikut my mom..u just eat while u still can..nanti pantang kena control..whatever your baby weighs..sakit sama gak she said..keluar kat situ gak..well, she got the point..tapi takut gak ah...freak out!!!!

Tido is not a luxury anymore. Pusing kiri kanan semua tak kena. asyik terjaga malam. tak selesa sgt dah. resulting from that..mcm dah develop eyebag..eeeee...tak sesuai aa mcm nih...my feet has start to swollen. not sure it happened bcoz of water retention or the impact of wearing heels masa first day raya...takkan pasal heels kot ek..shite btol!!!..nak melawa for a second pun takleh isk..isk..isk..

Selamat Hari Raya Semua !!!!

My Precious family..love them to bits!


Us..as usual sayang tutup mata aa kena flash..


Our First time raya as husband and wife :-D

Di kesempatan ini saya ingin menyusun 10 jari tangan dan kaki atas segala salah silap, terkasar bahasa sepanjang kita bersahabat. Semoga anda semua bergembira di Lebaran ini dan dilimpahi rezeki yang berlipat ganda hendaknya Aminnnnnnnnn........