Selamat Hari Cikgu !!!

Remembering my school days? iskkkk ngeriii...ngeriii..not that bad laa...but gila naive ah...malu nak citer kat Emmil esok dia besar...kena mark up lebey sket aaa kekeke...but one thing for sure..saya disayangi cikgu2 oooo..sbb saya ckp byk...well..my parents used to get that comment everytime they were asked to collect my report book..tak kisahla they sed..janji nak blaja and i can produce result yg best...well tadek aa da bomb sgt result..tapi lepasler masuk university and dapat degree hehehe...aaaaa...

tapi masa skolah dulu pun syok gak..mcm2 benda jadik..tp dlm byk2 aaa..i dun think many of you manage to do it..iaitu me'match make' kan cikgu english dgn kerani skolah aaaa...dah anak 4 pun...:-D giler ah..ajar cikgu ngorat sambil lukis mural kat dinding skolah..baikkan saya??

what else aaa...selalu fail bahsa Arab and as the result, kena humban masuk 2nd class all the way..well that was the policy in my school..fail arab jek kena turun class..tapi giler ah...fail arab tuh mmg tadek rasa guilty langsung....tak heran...instead my parents would be in terkejut ya amat state kalau i did passed the subject...oooo sgt teruk..tapi PMR dapat B okeh..and for SPM..C4..ok ah tuh kan...dah habis skolah baru perasan..why fail arab only kena turun class? wehh apsal gitu aaa...??? nak kena tanya ust syamsuri aaa...this guy once a very famous penceramah agama aaaaa in Penang but because of some unfortunate events...dia dah tak jadik penceramah and also cikgu aaa...and yet..now he's even better..jadik tauke nasi kandar pelita oooo...nie yg syokk...makan kat sana tak penah bayar aaa....tapi kat HQ diek jek bleyyy kat chai leng park, prai, penang...i still remembered this tragedy..kira tragedy aa..he taught me Arabic jugakla...he asked me in Arabic.."apa benda kita simpan dalam wallet" dgn sgt konfiden i replied in Arab tuh..jgn tak tau..'Kambeng simpan dalam wallet " nahhhhhhhhh..berdiri aa ats kerusi sebijik..sgt embarassing...kulit nih massively tebal..yer ah...dgn berbaju kurung ayunya tapi kena berdiri ats kerusi...my fault ke kalau kambeng and duit dlm arabic sounded sooooo similar? hoihhhh...

oooo...lagi satu..saya sgt lah bukan budak yg cantik..comottt aaa..jerawat sepah...sbb tuh tadek bf..baikkan saya...buruk sebenarnya...but i was hepi...heavenly hepi..dapat 5 ringgit daily pun hepi...gemuk gak...naik public transport..with all the asap hitam nauzubillah...habuk..tapi hepi gakkan...unlike now...byk nyaaa kena pikir..hutang keta...astro bill...duit tepon..segala macam jenis aaa...kan best jadik budak skola..tak payah pk pun semua tuh.. :-(

last time "babah...nak duit beli buku...nak beli sharpener..nak beli kupon hari kantin..and bla..bla...boleh ?" ..with no hesitant at all..." haaa...baper nak ? " confirm dapat nyer lah...adeihhh heaven ok..and in this blog i admitted aaa...kadang2 mark up gok the amount of money yg duk mintak kat my dad...ada balance..bleh aaa beli cd lagu kekeke......agak2 kalau now i use that line again but tukar sket aaa "babah..nak duit bleh..nak bayar hutang "..agak2 berjaya tak kekekek...

Grey's Anatomy Punya Penangan

Wanna know what I’ve been up to now? Let’s exclude baking will ya…Grey’s Anatomy of course!!! I’m crazy over these stories about how interns having their own conflicts…having friends that care for each other so much…falling in love … I wish I could be part of them too..call me crazy..having to know that my mom actually wanted me to become a doctor previously really puts me in position of liking such stories. Not to mention IMAGINING ME in the stories as well…saiko tul…This time I’m soooo into Dr. Shepard Montgomery@ Patrick Dampsey …..but I admit…I like him as McDreamy better…he look much hotter in GA compared to when he is not…wonder how does it feel to fall in love with a neuro surgeon…sure gila kembang…I mean hello..!!! a human being who cuts the brain open…who can actually do that and the same time look extremely HOT HOT HOT in those uniforms hahahaha…adoiii…he’s not the handsome type..but his eyes melt me up…his smile…owhhh…this particular human being is creating such a fiasco in my heart *sigh…did I go too much??? gila aku kena tipu idup2 dgn orang putih nih hehehehe….well, this is just one of the many celebrities crushes I had…previously it was Keanu Reeves in the movie SPEED, Hugh Jackman in Broken Arrow apa lagi…Johny Depp in Pirates Of Carribean…..but one thing for sure they all share something in common…they have dark hair !!!..owh boy…there’s more actually….but then nothing to worries, as time flies relentlessly, these feelings will corrodes away…

By the way, I slept at 3 am last nite watching 8 episodes of GA Season 3 back to back. Wanted to continue with the last CD but then I knew that I won’t be sleeping till morning. Not a smart move to do on working days besides…I still have tonite to watch the last CD  Emmil was such a good boy. Well, he has always been a good boy to me only last nite..extra good hehehe…he slept like an angel..no waking up in the middle of the nite. I guess he knew what his mummy was up to..I love you hunny bun !!!

My Very First Pair of Shoes

Hi peeps....haaaaa...look at the title. I got my very first shoes on Sunday !!! How about that... ;-)

My First Hair Cut

"Emmil kena balut "

"Apa benda aaa diorang buat nih..
"Haaaaaa...sukalah saya...dah siappp !!! "

byk la benda buat last weekend...Emmil pegi tangkap gambar passport...gi potong rambut for the first time...yg botak haritu tak kira laaa..

Daddy suka duk gelak tgk rambut Emmil yg naik setompok-setompok tuh...bengang mommy...sian kan Emmil kena gelak dgn daddy sendiri...terus lepas celebrate birthday aunty dia..mommy daddy bawak gi salon...nak suruh potong sket jambul2 yg tumbuh tak tentu arah tuh...memula mcm ada doubt jugakla..boleh ke kenit nih duk diam..buatnya dia melalak..abess aaa...sekaliiiiiiiiiiiiii...suka benar dia potong rambut...terasa handsome laaa kot..calm sgt...senyap jek..senang keja hairdresser tuh.. the gambars are not that clear due to guna camera phone saja..tp boleylaa...enjoy!!!

My other cup cakes

These are the cup cakes that my sisters ordered for her hari kantin this saturday..100 bijik ooo..the last cup cakes was a bit messy in handling the icing so, i came out with this type of cupcakes... more kemas. This time around, guna icing jugak but sikit jek..will start baking on friday ptg..wish me luck aaa....!

Jadik I tell yewwwww :-D

Before tgk cupcakes and muffin yg mummy buat..tgk Emmil dulu aaaa.....penat pose pakai bunga nih

POsing side ways lak hehehe....

Emmil nak enterframe gok aaa...Well, u'll always be my little cuppa cake darling ;-D

My colorful cupcakes tapi design ntah apa2...

Blue berry muffin...


First attempt baking muffin and cupcakes jadik !!! Tgkla..tgkla...although adala flaws here and there but who cares..at least I've tried .. !

Agak2 menjadi tak?

I'm sooooo gonna test my skill in baking. I did baked cakes before but of course with the help from my mom. Never done that on my own EXCEPT if i used all this adunan cake instant aaaa...tapi sedap jugakla benda2 instant nih...So, my plan for this weekend issssssssss........making cup cakes !!!! I already found the recipe for the cake and also the toppings. What I need to do now is to shop for all the ingredients *I like this part so much!....Bibik akan dtg rumah mengemas rumah, my little Emmil will be taken care by his nenek...Nud will only arrive at 10.30pm on saturday nite...wohooo..folks...I have the whole saturday morning till nite for myself...yeeehaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! No pic for this entry as I will only upload it IF and only IF my cupcake itu menjadi dgn sifat2 yang sgt comeyyyy...dan terliur untuk dimakan...:-D
Reason for doing this is to mempersiapkan diri setelah menjadi mak budak..teringin laaa later hantar cup cakes kat skolah Emmil..cehh..bila tanya sapa buat..Emmil jawab my mommy !...alangkah bestnyaaaa....*berangan di pagi Jumaat

The Moment

Two 'bestest' friends of mine got hitched last 2 weeks. One got engaged and the other one got married to the love of their lives. Both of them were super gorgeous, clad in lavish purple and turqoise outfits. I was overjoyed to see them grinning the whole time during their Big Day. Not forgetting to their other halves. You guys look undeniably handsome :-D This entering-new-phase-in life is actually so much fun. Been there and done that..To Zinnia & Paktam and Hunny & Arbok..Congratulations from us......Have a wonderful years ahead !!!!!

Should i ?

I'm in dilemma peeps..although this is far cry from life and death but still...i cant make up my mind..It is about Emmil strollers..i got 3 of them currently which neither of them cost a penny to me but still I cant help myself from planning to get another stroller for Emmil. This time, i'll have the chance to choose the design..the color and all according to my desire BUT this particular stroller that i'm eyeing on will dig a big hole in my pocket..adoilaaa parah betull...let me see my expenditure forcast for the next couple of months.

Need to book hotel for my Bandung trip - March RM400

Babah's Birthday - March RM300 ( beli kan shirt oklah kot kan )

Kakak's Birthday - March RM200 ( bagi cash )

Intel's team building - April RM100 ( buat beli sayur C.Highland)

Adik's Birthday - April RM200 ( bagi cash )

Hubby's Birthday - April RM400 ( Igt nak belikan kasut )

Damai Laut trip - April RM300 ( consider bday present for nud )

Parent's Anniversary - May RM300 ( belanja dinner )

Bandung Trip - June RM1.5k (blanja beli bj sendiri+baby)

Road tax & Insurance - July RM3.3k (ini yg paling parah)

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RM7k

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SEE! in 4 months to come i'll be spending that much money for something that is outside from my monthly expenditure..bagaimanakah itu..? looks like there's no space for my pocket to include this "mahal-punya-stroller" cian Emmil.. :-( On the other hand..adakah ada peluang aku untuk membodek para atuk bagi mendapatkan stroller yang turut menjadi idaman ira ini????

Back To Work

*yawn..after 77 days and I'm back in the office feeling totally lost..apa benda diorang buat nih..i know this re-entry will take time..lupa abih all the applications and their functions..rasa mcm baru masuk keja plak..terkulat-kulat sorang2 duk main2 dgn system..i miss my long leave..

lepak gila + gaji masuk = sgt hepi..

That's how the equation goes. Sapa nak rasa mcm tuh haaaaaaaaa cepat2 la membiak hehehehe..*yawn again..

p/s:I'm hunting for a new job..sumwhere in kl plsssss.....

xoxoxoxo..Emmil dah 2 bulan !!!

These are my latest piccas..dah baik demam dah nie...ready nak pegi jalan2 dah hehehe...enjoy !!!

Saya demam... :-(

Emmil demam for the last 2 days. However his ped said it wasn't that bad. Just a slight fever.Kata org2 tua kalo demam means dia nak pandai buat something. Hopefully it is true.Wonder apa la dia nak pandai buat. Mommy dia rasa dia nak boleh meniarap kot :-D Do pray for Emmil's speedy recovery kay !!!!

New comic book in Town!!!

Ira made these after she, dedicool and lil' Mia visited me ..it was soooooooo cool okay... :-D haaa..wajah ibu2 yg bocor perut kena potong and wajah2 babies yg keluar dengan belanja yg cukup mahal... kekekeke..selamat company cover kan ira !!!

My Birthday

Since it was my birthday last 2 days, mommy dgn baik hatinya kasi can keluar la..alang2 dah dpt green light, we paid a visit to Queensbay mall hehehe...best giler kay bau supermarket...lama woooo terkurung kat umah pantang nyer pasal...dahla ada ira..dedicool and mia..our first outing together as parents gitewww..luckily emmil behaved like a gud boy..titon je keja dia..kalo camnie, next time mommy can take you again la emmil..but then my self esteem decreased a bit laa apabila bersemuka dgn org ramai..al-maklumla..perut mak kan buncit...ntah bila aaa nak mengempis..

MNG had their clearance sale and mommy sgt suka tis particular pants..malang skali tak berani beli memandangkan tak tau waist size yg sebenarnya nanti..terpaksala memendam rasa buat sementara waktu...and also..at noon just now, mommy gi tailor..to be on the safe side..mommy suruh tailor buat guna getah kat kain baju kurung hehehe...hopefully i'll loose some weight in 2 weeks time...cukur jambul Emmil time tuh!!!!

haaa..lagi satu..adalah sedikit saiko when some of my relatives called Emmil Emmilio...igt Emelio Estevez ke..????

Sesekali ku rasa....

iskk...semenjak menjadik mak budak nih...tetiba terasa mcm.."kan best kalo jadik doktor kanak2" ..yelah..kita bg kanak2 baik dari sakit..dtg jumpa kita moyok jek but after makan ubat kita bagi..dah sihat..senyum semua...how lovely...i know it is impossible to achieve such desire looking at current circumstances.."too little too late"...mcm si Jojo nyanyi aaa...but deep at heart rasa mcm regret for not having a particular job yg boleh mendatangkan pahala u know..besides menjadi cikgu la kan..sia2 anak org kena tibai nanti....

last time i did have the opportunity to pursue medical field but then i have to be in UKM. Being such a naive punya budak that time..such opportunity was indeed not taken into consideration at all..padahal susah payah parents mencarik cable sebesar alam so that i can be a medical student..mcm time tuh pikir "tak kosa aku nak tgk darah2 nie semua"...kang ada yg tersaiko masa blaja..

now kalo pk blk..iskk kan best kalo ikut ckp parents harituh..blaja penat sket but pahala byk..but then on second thought..if i did continue my study in UKM..jumpa ke si nud tersayang kekekeke...jangan marah aaa peeps *pis to all....

2 weeks being a mom

Well, it is quite a tough job but lucky me to have sayang around. He felt akward at first but slowly sayang menjadi begitu cekap. tukar lampin..kasi bb mandi laaa..basuhkan berak hehehe..tima kacih aaa sayang!! and now that sayang already in kl, my mom took the turn menjaga cucu since i'm not 100% recovered. adala rasa mcm gigit2 semut kat area caesar tuh. Hopefully in few days to come evrything will turn alright.

2 weeks as a mom..i've identified some of my son's characteristics which some of them found it funny :-D

1) Penggeli Nauzubillah..kalo berak or overflow mmg nangis aaa..delay sket takleh..tak kasi can..nangis mcm kena pukul..panick mak..yer ah..kang org igt kena dera plak

2) Minum susu dgn kadar yg begitu kerap.mmg anak laki minum banyak ke??? ini sume dia belasah..formula milk..susu badan..air suam..tadek aa timing minum every 2 hours..rasa mcm every 1/2 hour jek..penat ah..but then ok gak..leh kurus cepat sket kot hehehee

3) akan menjelirkan lidahnya tatkala tok sp mengajak blk sp..iskk..noti nih..mak tak ajar kay..dia sendiri buat...my mom baru jek realized smalam.. :-D

4) Suka mandi..senyum2 gitu..nanti mummy bawak gi swimming kay

5) Tido meniarap kalo suka angkat kepala tinggi..perasan kuat ah tuh..owh..he started to lift up his head on the 4th day after he was borned..cepatkan..

6) Suka pancut bila nenek dia tukar pampers..haaaa..pecah record tak penah kena lagik nih..daddy dia dah kena byk kali dah...

itu je lah kot so far...

Emmil Eusoff Nuzaihan

My Life is Complete....!!!

I dunno how to describe it..it was all worth it..the sufferings..the pain..it is too beautiful to be described with words.... :-D

Name :Emmil Eusoff Nuzaihan B. Mohd Izwan Nuzaihan
Weight : 3.5kg
Lenght : 53cm
Date of Birth : 26 December 2006
Arrival time : 7.45pm

BLom..Not yet....

As mentioned above, yes..my baby tak keluar lagi !!!! isk..isk...9 days left... berat okay !!!! My sayang is currently soooo excited waiting for his Jr to pop out..pantang ckp sakit perut je terus muka excited dia keluar...padahal sakit perut nak terberon kekekeke....

BBcot has arrived..!!!!

I always wanted a white bbcot for my bb..Thanks to my aunty and uncle or soon to be TokCiks for making my dream comes true..yeayyyy!!!!! I guess everything is ready now, just counting days for our bb to arrive ;-)

Doakan saya jadik pompuan kuat boleh???

The Transformation
Well, it’s nice to see how sayang slowly transforms from being a wonderful husband to become a future lovely daddy. Previously we used to address ourselves by other names but now we slowly shifted to daddy and mummy. We just can’t wait for the arrival of our little bundle of joy. He’s gonna be the symbol of our sacred love and sincerity.

What I fear the most
Hearts cannot lie. I’m so freak out right now. My time is just around the corner. Mix feelings prevailed. I keep thinking whether I’m strong enough to endure the pain. Malas aaa nak pikir..I need to embrace myself for this new experience.

Besides the labour pain, my greatest fear is whether I’m prepared enough to be a good mother just like my very own mom. Like my mom used to say, to bring up a child and to nurture the child with positive values which are none the less important. It’s actually a long way trip one could never afford to get lost. We don’t want our inheritance to be somewhat useless in the society when we’re gone. Furthermore, the world now days is cruel enough for people who is less sensitive and competitive. Even I find myself struggling hard enough just to survive for a better live.

What my gynae sed?
Why afraid of non continuous pain ? My doc said, the pain will immediately subside once you get to see the face of your little one. I just can’t wait for the moment to come. I want to experience the magical moment as first time mummy. How would I react…should I cry? Smile? ke masa tuh mcm blurr sbb dah kena jab???

Tawakal
People, I’m so gonna surrender myself to what God has written for me. No matter what happen, I’m so grateful that I’m blessed with such a wonderful family and a great man as my husband, I love them so much and they’re all I have in mylife. They’re my strength and my reason to live in this world. May Allah give me His blessings all the way through. Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.